pathetic life.

wad did i do wrong?

why are both my parent treating me so cold?

when i think of it..i really feel like crying out loud like a baby..

no wonder they are treatin me so coldyl nowadays

mom finally spill the beans out

that day..

i hit my bro by accident - too hard

then he cried

well not really cry..

just scream in pain for attention..

my mom , as usual

take my bro side

duh -.-

n then i got scolded

but its not just any scoldin..

she is like scolding so fiercely

n said if there's next time , she wun hesitate to hit me till death..

):

wad kind of mother talk so bad ...

i really dunno

it really make me wonder if she still like me..

does she still treat me as her daughter

then she prove me rite..

on the way down the stairs

she said loudly to my dad

" i dislike this big daughter more n more"

great...she don't like me..

n then i cried silently...

so yea..

since that..

i didn't talk to mom...n dad

i oso don't noe wads with him

but he is totally acting like mom

don't talk to me unless nessesary

this is totally going to make me go crazy!

i mean...i feel like a retard belonging to nowhere!

pathetic..

bleah~

its 7:30 in the morning..

nahh...now is 9 lo...

woke up at 7++

...by my bro-.-

beg n beg dad to lemme go do hist project

he?

siao uhs.

say cos yest we go out liaos

then nvr tell him so its a punishment

-.-

hais...why so pathetic..

ltr will try out agn..

hais..

bais~